March 4, 2013
I was unpacking when I heard you walk in. I had on light pink lipstick that I found at the bottom of a box. You put a few things on the counter and handed me my car keys. I kissed you and asked if you could help me move the bed. You said you needed to talk. I keep replaying this over and over in my mind. I don’t think I’ll be able to unpack the rest of our boxes.

April 4, 2013
It’s been a month since you left.
Mark says you’re not coming back.
I can’t sleep.
Are you awake?

May 4, 2013
I finally went to the doctor like you had begged me to.
You were right and yeah, I’ll be fine.

June 4, 2013
I sold my engagement ring at a pawn shop today. I bought expensive lipstick and flowers. I also bought a lot of beer and a carton of cigarettes. I’ve lost a lot weight since you last saw me. My friends from high school that I haven’t seen in years hardly recognize me. It’s weird being back in this town without you. I spend most of my afternoons at the beach. I saw a sea turtle today while I was swimming. I miss eating breakfast food at midnight with you.

July 4, 2013
I stumbled across the video of you in the car singing Taylor Swift. I deleted it before it played all the way through but I have to admit it made me laugh. I can’t remember how your voice sounds saying my name. I broke down and called you. Thank you for not answering.

August 4, 2013
I dropped my cigarette in my lap when you drove past me today.

September 4, 1012
I went on a date.
He thinks Bud Light is “quality beer”.
It just isn’t going to work out.

October 4, 2013
It doesn’t hurt anymore to say your name.

November 4, 2013
Hope you’re doing well.

December 12, 2013
Thank you for setting me free.

—These short letters are straight from my notebook, unedited and carelessly written in extremely unattractive cursive. -d.a.h (via avvfvl)

(Source: whisperingbones)

klainechel:

real talk tangled is better than frozen 

Behold, my first ever baton! I named him Bach. He’s a beaut.
[ ❀ ] meet the blogger:
name: Jessica Rose
height: 5’1
eye color: Blue
birthday: May 28th
favorite color: Red
best school subject(s): English
current shirt color: Red
day or night: Night
Sexual Orientation: Straight
single or taken: Single
celebrity crush: Emilia Clark and Kit Harrington
coffee or tea: Coffee 

(Source: choke-on-glitter)

I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.
—Epiphany (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)

(Source: 1missedcallfrommom)

laviedejudelle:

… my professor decided to add lyrics to the chorale that we analyzed today.  Music theory, day 1.

cocaine-cutie:

everyone has that “thing” about them that people talk about when you’re not there.

WHAT IS MINE